September Long weekend, wow. Just the thought of those words make me want to binge on all sorts of junk food. Maybe it has something to do with old feelings left over from child/teenage years because September long weekend means school is starting, but really I just think its another excuse I used because I was going to "start dieting" after said long weekend. Well I never did make it more than half of the day, lol.
Things are different now. This is not a diet, its a total lifestyle reno!
Goodbye old crappy friends that kept me around not because they wanted to be friends but because they needed the token fat chick friend that would break the ice with all the guys, cause they looked so much better lined up against the fat girl. I never really knew how much drama they brought into my life until the break-up. Funny I think of my relationship with them as a break-up in the boyfriend/girlfriend kinda way. There are hurt feelings and a lot of the time I'll admit I miss them, then I realise how much better off I am without them. I like who I have become over the years. I am much more myself and not who I always thought they wanted/needed me to be. Does that make any sense?
I guess I am bringing this up because I am back in my home town, and I'm running into some of them. Funny how they can still see you as the girl from 5 years ago, when you are obviously so different now. I shake my head, lol
Enough of that for now. Today was alright. Didn't do fantastic on food, but then it wasn't like I was eating fast food either. Just didn't think ahead and had to do the grab and go. I really need to start planning out meals. Less carbs way more veggies (PS you will never see me totally cut out carbs, they are good for you in moderation) Other than the food stuff. I worked, still learning how to close the store, but seeing as I've only worked there for 3 weeks I think I'm doing really good!
Hoping to get out and do something active tomorrow.
Until then, Night!
Things are different now. This is not a diet, its a total lifestyle reno!
Goodbye old crappy friends that kept me around not because they wanted to be friends but because they needed the token fat chick friend that would break the ice with all the guys, cause they looked so much better lined up against the fat girl. I never really knew how much drama they brought into my life until the break-up. Funny I think of my relationship with them as a break-up in the boyfriend/girlfriend kinda way. There are hurt feelings and a lot of the time I'll admit I miss them, then I realise how much better off I am without them. I like who I have become over the years. I am much more myself and not who I always thought they wanted/needed me to be. Does that make any sense?
I guess I am bringing this up because I am back in my home town, and I'm running into some of them. Funny how they can still see you as the girl from 5 years ago, when you are obviously so different now. I shake my head, lol
Enough of that for now. Today was alright. Didn't do fantastic on food, but then it wasn't like I was eating fast food either. Just didn't think ahead and had to do the grab and go. I really need to start planning out meals. Less carbs way more veggies (PS you will never see me totally cut out carbs, they are good for you in moderation) Other than the food stuff. I worked, still learning how to close the store, but seeing as I've only worked there for 3 weeks I think I'm doing really good!
Hoping to get out and do something active tomorrow.
Until then, Night!
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