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OMG did I let the Holiday season get to me! I gain, yes that's right gained not 5, not 10 but 15 pounds! I have to say it was a very yummy holiday season but now I have to work on getting ride of those extra 15 pounds plus another 20. EEEEPPP!!! Scary stuff. Lucky for me I have MR and he's going to help me with the food part of it cause as we can see, when I toss self control out the window it flys far far away.
For fertility AF decided to squash my dreams of a New Year announcement to the MR and came and visited me on Dec 31. What a way to end the year. Looks like we will be doing another month of Fermara. If this month is not "the" month then in Feb we will be doing a monitored cycle for $100.00. IF that doesn't work then on to IUI with Fermara and possibly a trigger shot. That's where the big bucks start getting spent. Is it too much to ask? I just want to have a child, see my DH hold his son or daughter and know that we did this together. *Deep Breath in* I try and not let the guilt get to me but after a while it just sits there like a rock on the shoulder. Anyways enough with the depressing stuff, I am trying very hard to only be positive about getting pregnant . Hoping some good ju ju will help.