How a 30 Something Girl is dealing with everyday Life and Infertility

I'm learning who I am, my battle with Infertility and other everyday ramblings.

End Of June!

Where the heck did June go? Actually I should be asking where the heck is our June weather? It feels like Early Spring or Late Fall. What is up with that? I never thought I would ask for this but I want some Sunshine!!!

I never went to Ontario for the Summit. I'm actually still waiting for that "supervisor" to call me and tell me why I wasn't going and to let me know what's been going on with my license. A little back story here, they were supposed to pay for a 90 day license and well they never did. So I'm choked about it but I will live.

There is a big Job Fair here on July 8
th that I'm going to attend. If I don't find a job, that's full time for $10.00 or more, there then I will go to the island and look there. I need that full time status. Something that was regular would be heaven but I would be just fine with shift work :D

So I'm trying to loose weight and for the most part last week was a success! I was down from 224.6 to 223.2. That's 1.4 lbs
Whoo Hoo. It's not a huge Loss but I'll take a loss over a gain any day!

Here's some stats:
My Estimated
BMR is 1,697 calories/day
My
BMI is 39.5 which puts me in the Obese rage
Someone of my
Hight should weight between 104.4 - 141.1
(I could never see myself that small!)

And here are some goals:
* To lose 10lbs by Aug. 15 2010 (more if I can do it!)
* Shrink at least 2 inches from everywhere I usually
measure (neck 1 inch)
* To Drink 6 - 8 cups of plain water every day
* To actually take the Dog for a walk 3 times a week for 30
mins or more!

And now on to some fun stuff!!!
I can't
believe that this story line is coming to an end in the movies. I was so excited to see the new full length trailer for Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Pt 1
I will be one of those crazies in line 6 hours before the movie starts, at a midnight showing no less, possibly dressed up waiting to watch the end of an era (for me at least)




The Harry Potter Fan In Me Comes Out Again!

So I started reading Harry Potter right after the first film came out. I like many were sucked into the Wizarding World. I would pre-order my books, sit in lines many,many,many hours before the movie came out, on opening night no less and I even joined a few Harry Potter websites. When I found out that they were going to open a Harry Potter Theme Park in Florida I had to put it on my Bucket List.
It's actually in the top 5!!!

I am Happy to share with you a couple Youtube videos that were passed onto me though my Adult fan sites, I do not own anything, just happily sharing. Enjoy!

Warwick Davis conducts Hogwarts Frog Choir at Wizarding World of Harry Potter opening even




John Williams conducts orchestra at Universal Orlando's Wizarding World of Harry Potter


Daniel Radcliffe, Rupert Grint & Harry Potter stars open Universal Orlando's Wizarding World


Not Much Going On

Almost Mid June and not much is going on. I'm still waiting to find out my flight information for going to Ont. I wish it would come seeing as I am supposed to leave between June 15 - 19. That's such an open window, its stressing me out.

Other than that I've been playing WOW and kickin butt of course.
Now that I'm an 80 I wonder how I did stuff at lower levels.

I've totally gotten Hubby into the web show The Guild. I Love it!
So Funny. I can't wait for season 4, coming this July
!



Weight wise, I'm back up to 224.6. It sucks, but then I only have myself to blame. I think I might try out that Slim in 6 program. I blog allot about my weight on Sparkpeople.
You can find me on there under Annacy


I think I'm going to try and start blogging everyday. Might be hard when I am in Ont for the summit but I'll try my best!

The 1st Week of June

Bah!!! That is what I am feeling right now.
I dont want to do anything, it's raining and dark out. BAH...

So last week was June 1st. I weighed in and BAHM, me not doing anything totally reflexes in the total shown on the scale. No wonder I'm feeling like poo.


So to keep myself accountable I tweeted it...224.6 lbs, Will I ever break the 215 barrier?


My questions is Motivation, where the heck are you???

I read the change your life books, watch the BL and Losing It, not to mention the last 10 pounds. I totally get gun ho... but it's usually at like 10pm. Why must you, motivation, come so late at night? Why not make me want to get up early in the morning and get my lazy butt moving???

So I need to work on Motivation, making myself move, watch what I eat not to mention why I am eating.


Speaking of monitoring eating this is what I've had to eat/drink today so far...


1 cup oatmeal with 1 tbsp cranraisons, 1 tsp cinnamon, and 1 tbsp brown sugar

2.5 cups water
20 triskits with 2 oz cheese
2.5 cups water
1 LARGE cup of coffee with 1 tbsp sugar and flavored creamer (ouch)

Dinner will be:

Pork roast with stir fried veggies and risotto
2.5 cups water
1 cup watermelon with 1/2 cup strawberry greek yogurt
2.5 cups of water before bed to take my vitamin's

So how do you keep/get Motivated???