How a 30 Something Girl is dealing with everyday Life and Infertility

I'm learning who I am, my battle with Infertility and other everyday ramblings.

The 1st Week of June

Bah!!! That is what I am feeling right now.
I dont want to do anything, it's raining and dark out. BAH...

So last week was June 1st. I weighed in and BAHM, me not doing anything totally reflexes in the total shown on the scale. No wonder I'm feeling like poo.


So to keep myself accountable I tweeted it...224.6 lbs, Will I ever break the 215 barrier?


My questions is Motivation, where the heck are you???

I read the change your life books, watch the BL and Losing It, not to mention the last 10 pounds. I totally get gun ho... but it's usually at like 10pm. Why must you, motivation, come so late at night? Why not make me want to get up early in the morning and get my lazy butt moving???

So I need to work on Motivation, making myself move, watch what I eat not to mention why I am eating.


Speaking of monitoring eating this is what I've had to eat/drink today so far...


1 cup oatmeal with 1 tbsp cranraisons, 1 tsp cinnamon, and 1 tbsp brown sugar

2.5 cups water
20 triskits with 2 oz cheese
2.5 cups water
1 LARGE cup of coffee with 1 tbsp sugar and flavored creamer (ouch)

Dinner will be:

Pork roast with stir fried veggies and risotto
2.5 cups water
1 cup watermelon with 1/2 cup strawberry greek yogurt
2.5 cups of water before bed to take my vitamin's

So how do you keep/get Motivated???

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