Me vs. "The Voice"

Everyone has a voice in their head. The one that they have conversations with, where you suddenly say "Oh, Yha I totally forgot that!" and the people around you look at you kinda funny. Please tell me I am not the only one that does this, lol.

Well what happens when the voice is telling you to quit something that you really want to do? That is my fight right now. As some of you know I have been sick this last week and have missed a whole week of Bootcamp. The voice is telling me to quit, not to go back tomorrow. I sometimes feel myself leaning towards what the voice is saying. Inside my head it's the usual :
- You've already missed so much
- The other people will be head of you
- Do you really want to get up at 5am everyday
- You can't do this

But I am fighting this, fighting the inner voice and thought pattern.
I don't want to Quit. I want to go to the gym and get my butt kicked, work out , and sweat tons! I want to feel what it feels like to be under 200 again. To be flexible again! I think I just really needed to type it out, you know convince myself that going is the best thing for me (even though I am not 100% better).

That I can do this. That I will do this.

That's it I'm going tomorrow!

Take that evil inner voice of self doubt!!!