Today for a work out I walked around Westwood Lake, which is about 6km of trails around one of the many lakes in the area I live in.
Last time I walked it it took me 1.5 hours today I did it in 1 hour 15 sec ! YEAH ME!
I'm so freaking proud of myself.
In other news, feeling a bit lonely. I am noticing how when I am feeling alone that I tend to turn to food. Then there is that inner battle of what I should eat and what I want to eat, bah... I hate this feeling. Maybe it's because everyone is so busy right now but sometimes I really feel like some of the friends I have are only fair weather friends. They come around, hang out, chat with you but only when they want to. The rest of the time you are left feeling out in the cold. I thought I would see some of my friends more now that I don't have to worry about the distance but it is just as before. I hardly see them let alone hear from them. I don't want to make this a poor me post, I just really needed to get it out and I feel this is a safe place to write.
I should log off here and get to bed seeing as I am up at O'dark hundred to go to the gym for another butt kicking.
Until next time...
Last time I walked it it took me 1.5 hours today I did it in 1 hour 15 sec ! YEAH ME!
I'm so freaking proud of myself.
In other news, feeling a bit lonely. I am noticing how when I am feeling alone that I tend to turn to food. Then there is that inner battle of what I should eat and what I want to eat, bah... I hate this feeling. Maybe it's because everyone is so busy right now but sometimes I really feel like some of the friends I have are only fair weather friends. They come around, hang out, chat with you but only when they want to. The rest of the time you are left feeling out in the cold. I thought I would see some of my friends more now that I don't have to worry about the distance but it is just as before. I hardly see them let alone hear from them. I don't want to make this a poor me post, I just really needed to get it out and I feel this is a safe place to write.
I should log off here and get to bed seeing as I am up at O'dark hundred to go to the gym for another butt kicking.
Until next time...
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