Holy Crap! Where did half the year ago?
I can't believe it's July already.
I've been on the island for almost a year, a whole year... holy moly
Don't get me wrong I love it here but I miss my hubby.
Blah, blah, blah same old feeling on repeat.
It's not going to change though, cause this is were my job is. I mean I could ask for a transfer but then I will be back on the bottom again, no full time hours, I might not even like the people I work with. I would hate having to go to work and dislike the other employees.
So yha, that's still the same.
Half a year.. weight wise I have hovered around the same mark around 210lbs
I tell you I haven't really been kicking my butt.
Or watching what I've been eating but that is changing. I am slowly changing what I am eating and when not to mention how.
So this is my plan. Watch what I eat. Walk at least 4 times a week for 30mins or more.
and maybe even try hot yoga.
I'm going to eat low carb, not no carb just low carb. I heard it's really good for those that have PCOS with insulin resistance. Less sugar is good too. It's going to be very heard seeing as I am a sugar addict.
Hi, my name is Andrea and I am a sugar addict.
Infertility wise I am on CD 33. I've taken my Prometrium so now I am just waiting for AF.
Then I can go on cycle 6 of Clomid. Booo. I am so happy I have an apt with the OB later this month. We need to have a talk about treatment. Cause this Clomid is NOT working. I haven't even O'd yet. When will it happen??? I think it's time for a referral to a fertility clinic, Or maybe some more testing to see if I am even responding to this treatment. Yha that would be nice.
I feel kinda guilty. When I hear so and so is pregnant I am so happy for them but I am also so sad for us. Not just me but the Mr. too. I feel like I am fighting off depression. There aren't every many people I can talk to about this because they just don't understand. I find myself ready to cry at the drop of a hat... or be angry for no reason. Sometime I find I have a hard time talking about it. I mean what do you say when people keep asking you "when you are going to have kids? "
Sorry my ovaries are broken?
I mean come on.
So I guess I will leave it as is until something new happens.
I can't believe it's July already.
I've been on the island for almost a year, a whole year... holy moly
Don't get me wrong I love it here but I miss my hubby.
Blah, blah, blah same old feeling on repeat.
It's not going to change though, cause this is were my job is. I mean I could ask for a transfer but then I will be back on the bottom again, no full time hours, I might not even like the people I work with. I would hate having to go to work and dislike the other employees.
So yha, that's still the same.
Half a year.. weight wise I have hovered around the same mark around 210lbs
I tell you I haven't really been kicking my butt.
Or watching what I've been eating but that is changing. I am slowly changing what I am eating and when not to mention how.
So this is my plan. Watch what I eat. Walk at least 4 times a week for 30mins or more.
and maybe even try hot yoga.
I'm going to eat low carb, not no carb just low carb. I heard it's really good for those that have PCOS with insulin resistance. Less sugar is good too. It's going to be very heard seeing as I am a sugar addict.
Hi, my name is Andrea and I am a sugar addict.
Infertility wise I am on CD 33. I've taken my Prometrium so now I am just waiting for AF.
Then I can go on cycle 6 of Clomid. Booo. I am so happy I have an apt with the OB later this month. We need to have a talk about treatment. Cause this Clomid is NOT working. I haven't even O'd yet. When will it happen??? I think it's time for a referral to a fertility clinic, Or maybe some more testing to see if I am even responding to this treatment. Yha that would be nice.
I feel kinda guilty. When I hear so and so is pregnant I am so happy for them but I am also so sad for us. Not just me but the Mr. too. I feel like I am fighting off depression. There aren't every many people I can talk to about this because they just don't understand. I find myself ready to cry at the drop of a hat... or be angry for no reason. Sometime I find I have a hard time talking about it. I mean what do you say when people keep asking you "when you are going to have kids? "
Sorry my ovaries are broken?
I mean come on.
So I guess I will leave it as is until something new happens.
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