Feeling Drained and Hurt

Why?

Why do people just stop talking to me?

I'm left wondering what the heck I did to piss them off, not to mention I'm left hurting.

I can't get this out of my mind. I mean I don't have very many friends to begin with so losing what I thought was one of my closest friends, my maid of honor, is killing me. I don't know what I did, or if I even did something!

I don't know if I should step back and just wait and let this person tell me when they are ready or if I should keep bugging them until I get them to tell me what's going on.

Add to the fact that I was on the island for a week dealing with family stuff I feel so drained.

My mom was asked to take some time off work because she was stressing out, due to the fact that my brother kept calling and bugging her. My mom asked if I could come over to the island and run interference between her and my brother. My mom never asks for help, so this was big time. Of Course I went over to help her out. My brother carries so much negative energy. When I am around him I feel like I am walking on egg shells, I feel like I'm 12 again, trying not to set off my father. I was trying to be strong for my mom and supportive for my brother. I don't know if I could do that again.

Again feeling drained... :(