Fertility Food and Weight Loss

Wow today was a hard day. I didn't think it would be but wow, totally emotional.

I went to my OB today because the treatment that he had given me didn't work. We discussed a lot of different treatments and meds. I can't believe we have been trying to conceive for 15 months already. The Mr. seaman analysis was great. The numbers are right where they need to be so I know the problem lies with me.

I feel broken.

So here is the game plan for the next little while. CD21 (cycle day) blood tests as well as CD3. Upping my Clomid to 100mg a day and keeping my Metformin @ 1000mg a day. I am getting an HSG test done at the hospital on the 21st. After that I start the cycle all over again hoping that this time it works. OB said that if I haven't conceived by Jan 1 2012 then he will refer me to an Fertility Clinic. By that date we will have been trying for 24 months, sigh

With all this going on it's totally made me re-focus on my weight loss. I don't have the money to get a gym membership but that doesn't mean I can't get out and walk or do at home exercise videos. I've been way more conscious of what I have been eating. Have I been 100% no, but I'm getting there and the scale is moving in the right direction. As of this morning I was 211.4lbs!!! Almost at a 20lbs loss... again. My goal right now is 199, after that I am going to say 179 with the ultimate goal of 160lbs (wow, I actually said it out loud)!

So with that said I want to leave on a happy note. I watched Glee tonight (yha for Shaw on Demand!) and I have to say I love this song. I totally feel like a looser most of the time and a Geek the rest so I get this song. Enjoy!